The point of these journals is to write about our lives right? Well I dont think that I know much about my life right now, other than the fact that the more and more I live, I start to break out of this shell. It feels like I've been so caught up in trying to live the right way that i haven't known how to just be myself. I think I like the fact that I'm changing. I'm sorry if I come across meaner, or ruthless. It's just my way of figuring out who I really am.